heart of greed is really a good show.
watched the last episode today.
it just reflects how horrible some humans are.
but glad that it was a good ending.
he who cannot let go of his past cannot embrace his future.
& love is no doubt.
the biggest force of life.


xiao lun lun amazed me once agn.
he wrote a k-pop song for his disciple.
just how many chinese singers can do that?
he's gonna write an african song one day i tell you.
& wooo his new album's coming out soon!
mellala i'm getting excited!


ahh well.
polyfifty training last friday kena cancelled.
sorry to those who came and went off.
sorry to junhao also.
but he still teach us some stuffs.
it's getting near.
& why am i feeling so different this year.


went to study with cinday & shu zhen yday.
flipped through a few pages of notes.
30mins flip one page.
can't absorb anything.
perhaps used to last minute style.
little kids dun learn frm korkor ah.
LOL.


anyway.
if you realise you keep thinking/griefing abt the same thing.
for like many weeks & months.
then maybe you're suffering frm some mental illness.
statistics have shown that there're increased such cases in youngsters nowadays.
& the best way to cure this.
is to do that one thing you love most.
that one thing you perhaps, long forgotten.
it's high time to move on.
let something new enter urr life.


wah seh i sound so old sia.
no good at all.
cos time shld be use in living life instead of talking abt life.
hahaha okay i left out something.
nobody likes to be alone.
trust me. [:




turn fear into faith.

Labels: life

8:33 PM

tell you a secret.
gaming is really addictive.
HAHA.
so busy that i left my blog alone.
xiao ben's gonna scold me agn.
she'll say it's a waste of time.
wahahaha.
was playing florensia with jinjin lately.
dunno how he train so fast one sia.


anyway.
EXAMS ARE COMING.
i oughta bang the wall man.
my mother's gonna take disciplinary actions soon.
hahaha.
okay i admit that i've no discipline.
i've seem to misplace the motivation somewhr.
& couldn't find it back.
just not just yet.


& school's getting lifeless.
been a laughing stock for the past few days.
just because i cut my hair.
i shld leave it long like Ken frm Streets Fighter man.
LOL.
for urr information.
appearance is really only superficial.
& superficial beasts/bitches will never ever underst.


sports mania badminton last saturday.
lost in top 4.
ehh it's okay.
my skills really rusty alr.
just feel so nice to play matches agn.
anyway good luck to jonathan & li hao! [:


polyfifty training tmr.
got no idea whr to start.
i asked junhao to come down.
but he hasn't confirm with me.




to smile till the end.

Labels: games, life, school

11:09 PM

i conclude that meiliaunty is really cute EVIL.
she went ard telling ppl how everyone puked when my admin photo flashed on the screen yday.
all the evil laughters frm my classmates.
especially the stoopid twins.
funny is it?!
watch my shadow kick!


after DCP day, went to watch captain's ball.
kinda fierce match between XYZ & BotakJones.
really hope that they'll win the intercons this year.
ohyar.
some FUNNY scenes during the matches.
ultimate funny and sick.
hahahaha.


today's ben xinyu's birthday!
kevin, shu zhen & me went orchard to collect cake.
then rush all the way back to sch.
the taxi driver is so nice can.
anyway!
this gal here big day still went for training.
someone who dun take life for granted. [:

Labels: happening, love

10:29 PM

as they say.
there's no way to turn time back.
but we can always place hopes in tomorrows.
if only you touch urr heart.
and start to believe agn.


this blog is coming to a year.
was reading my past entries.
& i realised many things have changed.
i was so blinded & full of nonsense then.
that's not wad that's abt.
cos that's not being truthful at all.


& there were the happy busy days.
seriously nothing can erase those memories.
besides both the river raft races.
the most vivid one was when we lost to spsu in captain's ball finals.
first time saw jinjin cried.


anyway.
didn't go to sch today.
down with a terrible cough & heavy flu.
& aini called me just now when i was asleep.
decided to join back polyfifty.
6th august 2008!
only 22 more days left.


stoopid ben xinyu!
make me wanna hit the gym for real.
hahahaha.
napfa's coming anyway.
jiayou everyone. [:




red is the colour of love.

Labels: life

5:06 PM

just back frm century square.
went Tea Hut to celebrate my belated birthday.
then over to tampines mall's mac to chill before heading home.
wanted to go home actually cos i haven't send some slides to litong.
she's gonna fire-breathe me soon.
hahahaha.


soon lee taught me how to subdue a thief by interlocking the arms and stuff.
kinda eye-opening & interesting man.
i got no idea why but i can't wait for army alr.
although we went seperate ways, we'll always remember those perfect days.
thank you my usual clique.
my beloved badminton khakis. [:


frisbee yday was good.
finally found back that missing part.
but my fav badminton shoe ended its life.
guess it's time to invest in cleats.
adidas or pumaaa?
actually the brand dun matter much.


did blow filming on thursday!
it's so hot and PAIN man.
2 layers of glove didn't really aid in reducing the heat intake.
the fingers remain darting painful for the rest of the day.
this experiment is so far the hardest of all polymer modules.
but it's no doubt, very fun.


the world's greatest crocodile steve irwin is gone.
but there's this guy called jeff corwin who is also good.
he's both a naturalist and conversationist.
i admire ppl who makes me feel close to nature.
heh.












my favourite place.

Labels: love, school

12:36 AM

came across someone's blog.
& read a very sad post.
a 29-yr-old guy diagnosed with brain cancer.
they say no cancerous ppl ever survive more than 4yrs in singapore.
& this guy just got engaged for 1mth only.
dreams dashed & hopes crashed.
this is how cruel reality is.
i pray for a miracle to happen.
because that's the least i can do.


& ironically.
i really dun underst why ppl keep grumbling.
grumbling abt this & that.
grumbling abt little things.
grumbling abt life.
if you can be contented.
you'll handle things like a pinch of salt.
if you ever know the fault lies in you.
you'll be a bigger & better person.
& if you're hoping for a reward.
that'll be ------ respect.


maybe i'm too extreme.
but dun you agree?
some ppl may get carried away.
i call that peer influence.
& they loosen/lose their real identity.
there're two things in life that are hard to gain & easy to lose.
& they're trust & respect.


ahh well.
makes me feel old saying all these.
i thought everyone knows.


on a lighter note.
i've finally got back my tomato ball!
wahahaha.
thank you dimitrus!




alone for awhile.

Labels: life, school

12:28 AM

just back frm grandma's birthday celebration.
went to Chin Lee Restaurant at bedok.
hahah eat until very bloated.
salad cream prawn is still the dope man.
HAPPY 79th NAI NAI!


frisbee today was okay.
decided to join competitive alr.
took quite alot of determination.
nobody will underst why.


wah seh!
anyone watched The Showdown last night?
SUPER DUPER UBER FUNNY.
steven lim, careless whisper guy, nong nong ago guy & the winner of Never Say Die.
the 4 jokers really made me roll on floor laughing man.
especially the careless whisper guy.
you can watch the replay on mediacorp webbie i think.
hahaha.


ohyar.
went for CLS AGM last monday.
time really really flies man.
bring the club to a greater height yeah. [:
played badminton before that.
haha.
i miss those days.
just that i didn't say.


ahh well.
it's the weekends finally.
waiting for my sweet potato now.
hope it's not burnt man.
dunno why i eat so much also wun grow fat.
HAHAHA.


can't sleep tonight agn.
shall camp in front of the television.




if only truth can lie.

Labels: love, school

11:42 PM

currently.
i'm waiting for two things.
florensia online and samsung g400 soul.
this game is introduced by jinjin.
looks kinda interesting.
gonna be a mercenary as usual.
hahaha.
& it's high time to chg my phone man.


brought my frisbee stuff yday.
but didn't go for training last minute.
feel very lousy suddenly.
the stance is wrong.
the spin's not coming out.
why.


anyway.
got back most of my results.
buang-ed the first paper as expected.
that's wad happen when you mugged for the wrong thing.
urgh.


no sch today.
so i woke up at 1plus.
hahahaha.
gonna start on biomat ppt soon.
or else someone's morphing into a dragon man.


a food for thought.
if everyone stop being self-centred.
& pay more attention to the world.
turning gossip sessions into voluntary work.
would that make you a better person?
would that in turn make this a better world?
while i thought love is universal.


ohyar.
the hokkaido food fair is back in tampines mall.
4-13july!
xiao ben! cinday!
come tampines la teh!




that's when i love you.

Labels: games, life, school

4:30 PM