i've return the club key to lawry.
and i've lost the sense of time.
need that zest to feel alive agn.
until then, i'll be waiting by the sunset.
until then, but when.


alright monday was fun!
visited this ASEAN PLAS exhibition at expo.
and i saw my ITP supervisor and colleagues!
they were there for the same reason.
really an eye opener to me man.
all the famous polymer companies frm all ard the world.
but i'm still not sure if i shld head this path.
had fun walking ard koping freebies though.
litong was caught red-handed by me trying to steal sweets.
LOL.


visited 3M on tuesday.
this is really a big big company.
if you notice, most things in sch are manufactured by them.
even the borrowing machine in library.
this line really can earn big bucks man.
but i hafta study hard first for now.
to survive in this realistic world.
to repay my parents and close relatives.


ha!
gems presentation went smoothly!
many thanks to azhar and gang.
seriously i dun think i did a good job.
sorry guys!
let's hope we'll get a good grade. =]


and woohoo!
no school today at all!
PS2-ed the whole day.
and my baby cousin wants it back cos his holidays are coming soon too.
how cannnn.
i dun care man.
you small thing, talk to my hand.


ahh well.
my fireball metamorphosed into tomato ball.
i was stunned man.
if you know me, i dislike tomatoes.
okay, that's an inedible tomato.
i think i'll try to love it.
hahaha.
thanks anyway, jinjin. <3


going to east coast park this saturday.
it's been so long man.
i miss the nice nice food there.
as well as the times we played true or dare.


oh yar.
graduation ceremony.
saw all the seniors coming back.
one more year to go man.
i believe i'll look gorgeous in that robe.
hahaha.


and by the way.
i'll reply tags tmr. =]




the merchant of thoughts.

Labels: life, school

10:23 PM

lost my voice.
lost the race.
i tried not to alr.
but i really can't control.
not that strong afterall.


thanks for all the comfortation.


today is a special day.
cos it officially marks the end of my MC life.
12mths of sour, sweet, bitter and spicy.
alot of things to say.


firstly.
i wanna thank everyone who helped out for the raft.
especially mr foo & zi rong.
the rafters including emmanuel & grayson.
the construction team including kah loong, azhar, lawrence, linus, edmund, jinjin & the dchem guys.
the costume team including man yuk, ching yee, ying hua & bai yu.
and many many more who helped in a way or another.
the time, efforts, encouragement and more.
very, very much appreciated.
you guys rock my socks.


no doubt that we've lost the race.
felt so terrible cos i didn't keep to my promise.
i made a vow last yr to win the race this yr.
to make a comeback.
that's why i decided to become a MC.
& i promised to make the club proud at least once.
but i failed badly.
i'm very sorry.
for being the worst sports comm head ever.


sigh.
it's not suppose to be a sad post.
dun wanna make it a sad one too.
alright!
the second part is for my batch of lovely MCs!
i wanted to do this since long ago.
but i wanna save the best for last.


annabel:
da jie!! you're my most respectable person in club alr. not because of the age, but because of the way you handle things. thanks for all the aids! frm the calling up of ppl to participate in sports league, to the ordering of doorgifts! sorry to make you flared at times too, kena lectured because of me and stuff. T.T hahah i still can remember the first time i know you was during FO camp. my mum actually called you because she can't get through my confiscated phone. hahaha. so embarrassing. i was so shy then. MC taught me not to be shy. LOL. anyway, kinda miss you man!!


kenneth:
bigK!! seldom see you in club nowadays man. anyway, thanks for teaching me how to do a proposal! frm proposal to advancement to reinbursment to club extension etc. you're so good at paperwork. hahah you admin king alr luhh. thanks for urr 'manpower' too whenever i need it! hahaha. & you're one friend easy to talk to. =] jiayou for fyp!


xiao ben:
dun really know you until daytour!! those are the days man! remember all the plaster trainings in sucha short time? remember all the late night suppers? eating like nobody's business? & screaming our lungs out during srrr? and many many uncountable moments tgt man. i know i always say the wrong thing, not being sensitive and stuff. but i really appreciate you. i'll never forget how you celebrated my 18th birthday! honestly, i was really touched but i didn't show out only. i dun like to show out all these de. hahaha. jiayou for fyp!! and la teh anytime if you want. [: xiao ben rocks k!


cinday:
miss 149.9!! hahaha. time really flies man. i think we became close prolly because every event i oso need you! need urr signature, open letterbox, bank in and stuff! hahaha. thanks for all the encouragement too! all the supposedly study outings! LOL. jiayou for fyp & driving k!! must drive to our graduation ceremony! tompang me oso. hahaha! la teh la teh teh! =] and cinday, stop saying you're cute in front of the cutest alr! stop whacking my head too!


jing en:
BAKA! HAHA! fellow zephas sis! forever pinching me sia. never die before. hahah BEST LOG HEAD EVER! thanks for all the booking of courts and stuff!! and of cos playing badminton with me whenever you're freee. but i think i wun frequent the club now alr, alot of studies to catch up. T.T outing during holidays k!! STOP PINCHING ME AH.


lawry:
fellow zephas bro! thanks for everything man! especially these 2mths busy-ing with the raft thingy. ai zai! almost every event you oso will appear to help out man. all the saikang work and stuffs! indeed army style ah! anyway, dun emo man! shove those aside first! polyfifty coming our way ah!! hahaha all the way man new president!


jennifer:
mum! whr's my allowance?? hahaha thanks for everything too! especially today. [: i think we became close because you have the same name as my biological mum. LOL. anyway, one more yr of MC for you! buy more sofas! i want bean bag! hahaha just joking luhh. take care as always and outing soon k!!


xin yu:
ben xin yu!! dun think you'll read this but still, jiayou for urr life-saving competition!! and stop calling me tinkipoladip ah! hahaha. one more yr of MC for you too. dun stress and study hard ah! [: honestly, you're somehow different frm the other gals. can't really tell why though. ha! jiayou!


and to all the other MCs!
even though i'm not quite close to you.
thanks for everything still. =]]


it's fated that we became MCs tgt.
and i'll never forget this one yr.
too much memorable moments.
too much irreplacable moments.
i'll miss all the funny MC meetings we had!
hahaha!


and to the current MCs!
you're the leaders of the club now!
i wish you guys all the best. [:


finally.
i got some time for my own now.
never felt so tired before.
& roughly one more mth to MST.
jiayou everyone!




CLS IS LOVE.

Labels: happening, life, love

7:41 PM

sian.
dun like to explode.
but this feeling really sucks.
if you're in my shoes.


but still.
i'm praying for the very best.
and i wanna go east coast park after everything ended.
there's this simple platform stretched out to the sea.
yet very close to the aeroplanes.




all sides of a story.

Labels: life

11:24 PM

淡蓝的海 青翠的田
这世界 真诚的人已不见
很多人不知道 其实
真正在乎你的人都不会说出口
因为 他们知道你明天会更好

Labels: rainbow thoughts

6:47 PM

natural disasters everywhr.
just when are all these gonna end.
it's really heart-shattering.
little innocent lives gone just liddat.
hope that their love ones will be better in time.
my condolences.


alright man.
school's pretty draining but fun.
all the internal jokes in class.
the expel, exile and dungeon jokes.
make me laugh until tummyache.
& poor vincent keep kena shoot.
LOL.
eh dear classmates!
whr to go for class outing!


yday the old seniors came back sch.
i dunno why but it's really nice seeing them coming back.
super long neh see them alr.
especially junhao and gang.
it's like since last yr polyfifty man.
& they'll tell you stories that kinda motivate you and stuff.
they aren't really good in academics.
but you dun need to be good in those to lead a happy life.


went home with ben xinyu lately bcos of raft.
chatted with her and surprisingly saw something familiar in her.
guys are actually sensitive.
but they dun like to say out only.
anyway.
she's one sincere gal. =]
jiayou for life-saving competition ah!


ha!
interview on friday was nerve-breaking!
finally it's over man.
hope i didn't screw up anything.
just in case you dunno, the lecturer's a gangster!
i highly suspect that she's once a triad leader.
LOL.

Labels: dreams, life, love, school

2:11 AM

man.
school's kinda routine nw.
lectures, raft, frisbee, fyp, daydream.
whr's my retreeeat.
LOL.


speaking of retreat.
i think i wun stay in singapore for long.
wanna migrate to somewhr tranquil and simple.
wanna lead a laid-back lifestyle too.
this thinking is kinda farfetched though.
but seriously there're so much places yet to explore man.
so much stories yet to unfold.
dun you agree?
someone like me can't be tied for too long.


yes ah!
la teh teh with xiao ben and cinday last friday.
went to this Full Acia at dhoby exchange.
good food, free flow of drinks & ice cream!
whr to find man!
nice recommendation by cinday!
haha!
& we played an interesting game.
shall try it on my classmates soon. =D
saw kellyn kuku & her bf too.
like after one yr mannn!
time flies.


went sengkang for mass mother's day celebration yday.
& for the first time i played NINTENDO WII!
SUPER ADDICTING MAN!
tennis in the hse yo!
everyone's playing.
even the maid.
& i actually sweat playing a console.
play until my arms nua nua alr.
hahaha.
it's very, VERY funnn.


alright.
i'm really, really okay.
can't believe it myself either man.
maybe it has something to do with my last name.
kinda worried abt someone instead.
no idea wad's wrong.
hmm.


mr ho's practical in the morning tmr.
i better nt be late man.
& polyfifty training after sch.
chionggg!


ohyar.
there's this super nice korean drama on chn 55.
it's called H.I.T.
so hooked to this show.
shall stop watching animal planet for awhile.
LOL.

Labels: dreams, love, school

8:18 PM

it's more painful to lose a bestfriend than losing a lover.


man.
today is a super long day.
ponned micro cos i can't wake up.
i'm sorry mr wong.
been a bad boy lately.


after sch went club to discuss abt fyp.
seriously i think the topic's easy.
but we had to book the lab in advance & finish the pract early before we cramp with the other grps.
that's the only concern so far.
so jiayou ppl!
sacrificeee!


went to frisbee orientation later on.
didn't really help much though.
but the turn up rate was 50% i think.
it's ard 50 odd ppl.
left for srrr thingy shortly after.
& chiong-ed till ard 630pm.
had a hard time breathing in the smelly thinner for 3hrs.
thank you emmanuel anw!
you're the rafter yet i made you join in the constructing part.
thanks to all urr khakis too!
super zai man!
CLS is loveee. =]


woohoo!
70% done with the raft!
hopefully we'll WIN this yr!
emmanuel & shawn!
we'll be counting on y'all!
dun stress k.
the world's gonna rock bcos of y'all. =]


played badminton with lawry, selina & abigail after that.
i actually brought my racket to sch!
it's been so long man.
and i like the feeling on court.
dined at mr prata at clementi with the frisbee gang later on.
& i think no more prata for me this month.
& i think i've drink too much teh ping!
i'll die in the dialysis centre one day.
LOL.


man.
took alot of courage to say that.
and i wun turn back.
sorry if i made you cried.
yknow i dun meant to.
good guys dun make gals cry.
apparently i'm nt one. =]


i'm huai ren.
but i'm an understanding one.
& promise me.
do me a favour this time.
it's the last thing i'm gonna ask of you.
keep on smiling. [:
like hw you always do.


and to all my darlings.
thanks for all the concern.
bad guys dun die easily. =]


fyp's gonna rock my world soon.
jiayou everyone!
it's now or never, all or nothing!




it will all get better in time.

Labels: life, school

12:43 AM

normally.
when we haf doubts in life.
we tend to reflect on ourselves.
we tend to research on all those superstitious stars.
hopefully it'll guide us or something.
whc i had given up since eons ago.


humans haf feelings.
stars dun.
i only believe wad i see.
sometimes the very thing you're looking for.
is the one thing you can't see.


i'm sorry.
i really dun wish to.
but i didn't forget wad i told you in the beginning.


mannn.
it's time to delete something.
but i'll take the words along with me.
along with this melody.




traces of you and me.

Labels: life

9:24 PM

wanted to say.
wanted to take you to somewhr.
but it's way too late.
give me some time.
you wun lose me as a friend.




all the laughters.

Labels: special

5:35 PM

mannn.
caught a minor flu.
it's one of the top 3 things i dread of.
somebody swallow my nose pls.
or i supply you with a straw.
LOL.


slept the entire day today.
was completely knocked out after srrr thingy.
exactly 3 more mths to go.
we're nearly there alr.
press conference coming soon too.
jiayou team biohazard!


and woohoo!
the frisbee craze is getting into my blood.
been injuring my fingers lately.
my right middle finger still hvn recover man.
anyway cca drive was pretty fun this yr!
free ice cream and coke zero.
i'm loving this new principal of ours.
hahaha!


gt my fyp project finally.
nt the one my grp wanna do though.
but come wad may.
we'll do it anyway.
right guys!
man.
i want my retreeeat.


& sorry to my grp mates!
didn't meant to nt go for the discussion.
honestly, i forgot i gt something on.
my baaad.
man.
anyway mellala.
think we can't la teh any soon alr.
work hard for fyp k. =]


was telling nasir to come back and run for polyfifty.
den i realised this is my last yr in SP alr.
& that was officially my first event.
still can remember getting ppl down to train till dark.
and all the suppers after that.
wanna thank zi rong & jun hao especially.
and all the helpers & supporters.
they really do matter.
but i let mr ho down hopelessly.
didn't even manage to get into top10 last yr.
i'm sorry.


and next was sports league.
delayed for 2 weeks cos of my forgetfulness.
didn't act according to schedule.
annabel was lectured by mr ho cos of this.
can't help feeling bad.
my most respectable president.
i'm sorry.


and finally my sports craze.
the booking of venue upset everything.
delayed, delayed and cancelled.
jinjin was eagerly waiting for this.
yet i failed to continue this event.
i'm sorry.


intercons was alright.
didn't manage to win the challenge shield though.
but i believe they won something else instead.
& aini, it's all urrs nw.
dun worry, you'll do fine. =]


my last event will come to an end soon.
at least give me something to feel proud of.
something fond to remember.
i dun wanna just enjoy the companion of the club peeps.
i wanna make the club proud too.
& i know it can't be done without all of you.


man.
it's getting kinda sad alr.
i'll save the impt part after srrr.
else i can't sleep tonight.
haha!


happy birthday kor kor. <3




only until you redefine your concept.

Labels: love

9:00 PM